if life gets anymore demanding, i am asking to be let off this planet... NOW!

keep trying to have faith that i can turn around all these numerous "sorry-ass" situations, but it is beginning to look like they are chronic. chronic disfunctions are the absolute worst because you can apply all kinds of intent and prayer and faith and determination to them and have NOTHING to show for it AND get depleated. YOU GO, GIRL!

so i am beginning to look at everything and wonder if there will ever be any change despite all my efforts.

i can imagine a better life.

can i get there? this is another matter altogether.

SWITCHING GEARS FROM ANGST TO NEWS:
we had 5,200 people on saturday and over 3,000 on sunday at the gardens. i could hardly move when i got home saturday night.

that is all for now- no more can come from a brain-dead person...