going into work in about 10 minutes, so taking a few moments to ruminate. it is hard to be creative at work where there are 3 of us working in about 36 sq ft in the entry to a trailor.

where is the glamour?

looks like the job i interviewed for is going to someone else. or at least an offer was made to her. it feels okay, there is only so much reinventing myself and re-establishing trust and confidence that one can do within a five year cycle. the money would have been nice, but the job was not loaded with the life-giving hooks. would rather be poor and get to do things that are inspiring.

so, now the clock is ticking and work is pressing in. ahhh.

where is the time for self?