so - at the computer, trying to focus on journaling. pow! bam! kerploowie!

focus. find yer center, girl.

would like to write. a deep desire. no space. these random ramblings are tough because they point to the gaping hole - a true lack of domain. sitting right by the tv screen with arnold. this is no real place to write!

oh well.

trying to quit my second job. life needs more ballance. but greater is the need for every spare dime. pray for a long gig for mancub, one that he would like- but one that we can build a budget around so that the financial liberty to quit is real.

getting questions from the kids. see, it is a lousy envron to try and get anything interesting written.

gasp. sigh.

debate about the terminator. that is our home tonight. zowie.