seems like if you are living your life you have little time to sit at a computer on an ongoing basis and give life a description.

life described. everyday different. some days - like today - feel rather fallow and dry and nauseating. met up with some of my own deficiencies today and they were not pretty.

some days are damned glorious, by comparison. you are on your game and competent and making healthy contributions. not today, tho. today is a �feeling beaten about the head and shoulders� day.

think of myself as a pretty good person but can see myself sliding down into not being able to make the world work.