maybe it is the sugar+alchohol=convulsion equation. i dunno. only know that twice bitten, twice shy.

feeling good is critical when you deal with the public all day long. one cannot deal with people and their machinations when one is punkybrewster. if you desire to be a top-notch person, there is little wiggle room for the riotous living.

recall annie lennox (who i adore, who i have mentioned a few times here) in an interview saying that she could not be like the bad boys of rock- going out and partying all nite long. she is a true artistic singer, must protect her health and voice. you look at her and she has other-worldly eyes, she is a testimony to clean living.

sounds boring, maybe. at least, i gotta give up the martinis.

it's official.