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2003-07-06 - FREEDOM

FREEDOM

freedom to notice. artful ear to hear the softly spoken thing. zen-like presence to be engaged and see... really see. yet enough detatchment to notice things in the raw, non-pre-deterministic way, free of what culture dictates.

it seems to be creative is to dance between being engaged and being an alien. or being connected yet an outsider.

today, i noticed the shadows of the leaves on the pavement as the summer sun caused a nexis of photosynthesis in the tree. walk that path 100 times a week. today = noticed. felt all fresh-creative-new-aware-alive. try to breathe that in.

hearing people differently. like an expat at work- trying to hear people with a fresh perspective.

today, i got the photo of one of my upcomming speakers. have spoken to her many times on the phone, but have never seen her. she is an expert on mediteranian gardens. her voice is squeaky-granny-cute. i pictured her a little-thin-wisp-of-a-greyhair. got the photo: she is a big smily old gal! thot of her as ecentric- she kinda dresses kmart!

oh well. ears and eyes. fickle realities.

suprises. dearly say "hello" to suprises and noticing and being a bit alien. today is declared "alien day", a national holiday.

meanwhile, my hair is growing.

before - after
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